tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72170427424887372462011-07-31T03:12:14.197-07:00挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.comBlogger211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-17620664706776696622009-07-12T04:46:00.000-07:002009-07-12T04:47:00.705-07:00System Induction。<br />要学PLSQL。<br />很多Manual要读了。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-1762066470677669662?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-73418145435691398272009-07-12T04:45:00.001-07:002009-07-12T04:45:57.883-07:00Induction Program。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-7341814543569139827?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-27057994004764085982009-07-12T04:44:00.000-07:002009-07-12T04:45:35.035-07:00Induction Program。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-2705799400476408598?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-28382821994690573242009-07-07T08:56:00.000-07:002009-07-07T09:00:06.324-07:00早上上网，学会用IP messager。<br />午餐吃cafe的炸鸡饭。<br />下午有briefing。<br />去warehouse参观。<br />放工。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-2838282199469057324?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-57520001953422112142009-07-06T07:04:00.000-07:002009-07-06T07:12:53.593-07:00第一天上班，八点就到了，等了四十五分钟。<br />填了一些表格，拿了一双鞋，就等吃午餐。<br />拿了手提电脑，继续等放工。<br />Mr. Param带我看主机室，很冷、很整齐、很多主机。<br />我将用四至五个月学习，可能一年。<br />他们好像都很专业，我很noob。<br />有些担心。。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-5752000195342211214?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-23430691897982640272009-06-02T09:02:00.000-07:002009-06-02T09:05:44.961-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/SiVNPavOW3I/AAAAAAAAACA/vLqvJgjF944/s1600-h/hit_wall.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5342761460215733106" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 202px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/SiVNPavOW3I/AAAAAAAAACA/vLqvJgjF944/s320/hit_wall.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />"Hit the wall, at least make some crush on it.<br />may be make a hole; and may be that's your way out."<br />谢谢Samual（Samantha）.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-2343069189798264027?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-51376675708255015832009-04-25T10:35:00.000-07:002009-04-25T10:37:16.786-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/SfNJ-j4VxqI/AAAAAAAAAB4/jIk_fc2Q1mQ/s1600-h/blog_08.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5328684123241694882" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 201px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/SfNJ-j4VxqI/AAAAAAAAAB4/jIk_fc2Q1mQ/s320/blog_08.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>原来（无聊+逃避+压力）可以是充满色彩的。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-5137667570825501583?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-4710759328370948612009-04-21T10:36:00.000-07:002009-04-21T10:38:12.710-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se4EKuoQ6sI/AAAAAAAAABw/b9_IsbMKoS8/s1600-h/blog_07.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327199991587990210" style="WIDTH: 296px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 209px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se4EKuoQ6sI/AAAAAAAAABw/b9_IsbMKoS8/s320/blog_07.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />原来灰就是在白色里加一点黑色；或在黑色里加一点白色。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-471075932837094861?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-86048741499017526972009-04-21T09:59:00.000-07:002009-04-21T10:08:26.460-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se38pQnYsVI/AAAAAAAAABo/hDfJn5pb9o4/s1600-h/blog_06.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327191720014164306" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se38pQnYsVI/AAAAAAAAABo/hDfJn5pb9o4/s320/blog_06.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />有些人你注定遇上；有些人你错过了；有些人你还没遇到；有些人你永远遇不上。<br /><br />原来平行线不一定只是两条，只是心门还没被打开。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-8604874149901752697?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-64362677537701181312009-04-21T09:55:00.000-07:002009-04-21T09:58:09.208-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se366DiOtNI/AAAAAAAAABg/96OZbDb_cGc/s1600-h/blog_05.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327189809537397970" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se366DiOtNI/AAAAAAAAABg/96OZbDb_cGc/s320/blog_05.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />原来相遇很不简单，所以显得珍贵。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-6436267753770118131?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-27449480573841419592009-04-21T09:24:00.000-07:002009-04-21T09:28:45.495-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3zQOvn85I/AAAAAAAAABY/fPIatL0YarY/s1600-h/blog_04.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327181394410468242" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3zQOvn85I/AAAAAAAAABY/fPIatL0YarY/s320/blog_04.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />原来生存是在得到自由后再为自己套上枷锁。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-2744948057384141959?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-687335680611970502009-04-21T09:18:00.000-07:002009-04-21T09:24:14.780-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3x9DLXdpI/AAAAAAAAABQ/6NLoWN6TPCY/s1600-h/blog_02.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327179965376460434" style="WIDTH: 270px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 174px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3x9DLXdpI/AAAAAAAAABQ/6NLoWN6TPCY/s320/blog_02.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div> </div><div>原来自由是整理+解开枷锁、然后走出来。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-68733568061197050?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-73914168213604835332009-04-21T09:07:00.000-07:002009-04-21T09:18:39.472-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3xif9HOzI/AAAAAAAAABI/Drj5ac15Q_Y/s1600-h/blog_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327179509244836658" style="WIDTH: 318px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 258px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3xif9HOzI/AAAAAAAAABI/Drj5ac15Q_Y/s320/blog_03.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />原来无助是用很多很多的枷锁套牢自己。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-7391416821360483533?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-50780227821273524032009-04-21T09:05:00.000-07:002009-04-21T09:07:16.812-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3u3y1wRsI/AAAAAAAAABA/jD5Oy1dluNI/s1600-h/blog_01.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327176576556615362" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 216px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_l9tA_Udpry0/Se3u3y1wRsI/AAAAAAAAABA/jD5Oy1dluNI/s320/blog_01.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />原来彷徨是在一片空白里画上框框， 让自己走不出去。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-5078022782127352403?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-4606094646367145442009-03-02T04:19:00.000-08:002009-03-02T04:23:09.900-08:00心跳的感觉不见了！<br />紧张会心跳、期待会心跳、害怕会心跳、尴尬会心跳.....<br />为什么最近心好像不跳了？<br />好像什么都不在乎了.......<br />我要心跳！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-460609464636714544?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-89573739971182964212009-02-27T07:04:00.000-08:002009-02-27T07:10:41.060-08:00<p>刚刚在这乱涂鸦。但突然ＢＲＯＷＳＥＲ　ＡＵＴＯ　ＲＥＳＴＡＲＴ！！</p><p>很想说一些充满艺术味道的话！</p><p>但都不重要，因为我不重要！</p><p>总结就是，我很怕！</p><p>因为我很懒！</p><p>因为我没‘本钱’踏入社会。‘本钱’＝ｓｋｉｌｌ，　ｋｎｏｗｌｅｄｇｅ，　‘靠山’，ｅｃｔ</p><p>而且，我想起了他们。</p><p>我很乱，我的房间也很乱。</p><p>就是这么多。（刚才有三百字）</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-8957373997118296421?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-46780255480019640822009-01-09T07:50:00.000-08:002009-01-09T07:58:43.591-08:00最近真的好烦！<br />FYP不知道可以做什么.....<br />我会的，灯泡女士不要。我不会的，灯泡女士说可以。<br />只能怪自己能力有限，懂得太少、太浅......<br />很久没烦到这个程度了，我害怕快到极限了......<br />我不懂.......真的不懂......<br />我很想大声喊，但我没制造任何噪音；我很想哭，但没有眼泪.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-4678025548001964082?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-65367190704660010622009-01-08T01:20:00.000-08:002009-01-08T01:37:10.835-08:00刚才，还没踏进灯泡女士的办公室时，我心里有两三个FYP题目，我认为可行的。<br />进到里面，她说，我不要简单的系统，我要有PROCESS的,有NTELLIGENT的，能FORECAST的。。。。<br />她说：你可以做SIMULATION。<br />太惭愧了，在大学里的三年里，我没学过SIMULATION。不知要从何下手 =.=<br />无助是我的心情，想哭是我的欲望，逃避是我的梦想。。。。。<br />FYP ! 为什么你不是实体？至少我可以打你一顿！<br />现在，我唯有让你杀了我！来吧！痛快点！<br />=.=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-6536719070466001062?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-65552732155272625032009-01-03T08:48:00.000-08:002009-01-03T09:13:57.650-08:00刚才，很想在部落格涂鸦，累积了一些故事，想写。<br />但，没写。（没错，我还是只说不做的我）<br />刚刚，读了一些别人的对话。<br />发现自己一直很在意一些事情，很想破坏他们（很多人）的约会。<br />只因为其中的两个人（可能可以多加几个）。<br />还是同样的问题，我到底是谁？没了她，我是谁？<br />是我的问题吗？我真的这么差劲吗？<br />这个念头，我不想让她看到，但她一定会看到。<br />我越来越不懂得面对人类，但也不见得我对机械更了解。<br />现在的我，很想活在没有他们的世界。<br />我可以离开大家，去寻找我失去的那颗心吗？<br />我总是埋怨别人，怪他们让我把心给弄丢了。<br />但，男人是洋葱，没心的。<br />现在的我，没有心。<br />我要离开大家，去寻找它。<br />但我不敢拥有它，因为我怕再次失去它。<br />所以，现在的我，只想离开他们，让自己可怜自己，让自己有更好的机会来埋怨、责怪他们。<br />我是一颗没心的洋葱，请远离我。谢谢合作。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-6555273215527262503?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-40538362507185603072008-12-21T05:58:00.000-08:002008-12-21T06:32:47.331-08:00这次假期回家睡很多。今天午睡醒有八个未接电话，四个麻将脚，三个妈妈，一个伊人。<br /><br />麻将够脚了；妈妈锁门把钥匙弄断，把自己锁在外面，去了朋友家；伊人难得找我喝茶。<br /><br />说了很多她的他们，发现她是一位感情故事很丰富的女生。她说：中一到中五都很空白。又说：我桃花运很旺的咧！突发奇想（可以酱用吗？），可以把她的故事写下。我说：找你拿资料，要从几时开始写？她说：几时？中二吧。<br /><br />这是挥的‘想法’，‘行动’还是个未知数。<br /><br /><br /><br />--我会在她的故事里出现吗？--<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-4053836250718560307?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7217042742488737246.post-56461812837284545102008-12-18T04:13:00.000-08:002008-12-18T04:52:32.816-08:00这是<strong><span style="color:#333333;">obscureturf</span></strong>的<span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>Opening</strong></span>~<br />写部落是很久以前的念头，今天我将把想法化为行动。<br />虽然我不知道这个行动可以维持多久，但这个念头会一直维持下去，因为我是一位只想不做的人。哈~<br />好，让我先讲一讲obscureturf的出处。<br />是先有<span style="color:#333333;"><strong>挥慑地带</strong></span>，后有obscuretuf的。挥是我，我很喜欢挥摄地带这个名字。挥有很多灰色的念头+想法，一切对挥来说都没有绝对黑或绝对白，灰色是我的颜色。<br />obscureturf是生命中一位很重要的人为我翻译的，当时我有两个选择，几经考虑，就是你了obscureturf。<br /><br /><strong>obscure</strong> :<br />黑暗的;<span style="color:#333333;">朦胧的<br /></span>模糊的;晦涩的,难解的<br />隐匿的;偏僻的<br />无名的;微贱的<br /><br />使变暗;遮掩<br />使难理解;混淆<br />使不显著;使失色<br /><br /><strong>turf</strong> :<br />草皮,草根土<br />草皮块<br />泥炭,泥煤<br /><span style="color:#333333;">地盘</span>;势力范围<br />赛马场;赛马<br /><br />用草皮覆盖<br />抛出,扔掉;赶走<br /><br />这是我的地盘，灰色是我自我保护的颜色，是我消极的想法，是我自甘堕落的欲望。<br />我将用强悍的外表来掩饰我无助的内心。在灰色的土地上，你别想看清我，因为这是我用无法看清自己的代价来换取的保护。<br /><br />但，灰色不一定就只有贬义。当你把很多不同的颜色拼在一起时，也许你会看到灰色。所以，挥慑可以是彩色的。挥将尽量把生活中的颜色涂鸦在这片土地上，你可以轻轻的踩在在这片灰色的草坪上，感受一下灰色的草。<br /><br />希望能够以行动来维持这个挥慑地带 ^.^<br /><br />--- 为什么挥慑？ ---<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7217042742488737246-5646181283728454510?l=obscureturf.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>挥http://www.blogger.com/profile/16165388437034354895noreply@blogger.com1